hmm...interesting

Alright, so today had 2 main points: the Ensemble audition and the time when I was supposed to go candyflipping. "Supposed to" being the main term here.

The Ensemble audition actually went really well - much better than last year, when instead of singing "I was cheated by you" I sung "I was cheating on you." Yeah. Sort of embarrassing. This time around, I flipped two words but otherwise did great as far as I was concerned; and in my mock audition, I don't mean to brag but the other girls in my choir gave me some pretty good feedback. As for my dance audition...I actually think I didn't do too bad. I mean, naturally everyone has their occasional mistakes when they're taught a dance in like 15 minutes; but for the time I was given, I was impressed with myself. Only thing is, I dunno what my face looked like - that might've been funny. But I'll hope for the best.

As for the rest of the night...erm, it was interesting. My audition ran until like 3:30, and I had to take a shower (I was sweating like you wouldn't believe omg) so I picked my two friends up at 4. We didn't get a ride to where we needed to be until like 6 or 7, which was ridiculous...no way to possibly candyflip. And considering the time a trip takes, I wasn't going to anyway; I looked myself up with some Ketamine (drug of choice ftw) instead. Apparently, for $40 I got enough K to mess up seven people. Yeah. That's definitely going to be used over a long period of time...no way I'm using that all up at once.

We ended up having to be brought home at like 9:30, which was fine - I guess I've worked up some kind of tolerance, because I'm not bad at all. Like, my pupils aren't even dilated...which is weird because they ALWAYS ARE, even when I'm sober D: I'm gonna go to the eye doctor soon and get that checked out, 'cuz it's not normal - maybe they even have eyedrops to reduce the dilation! That would be so sickkk.

Also, I met some awesome people today - apparently Arrowhead mall is like, jack full of ravers and people like that. So great. I got some numbers, plan on raving with some people, shared a few lines of my K...all that fun stuff. Their names are Jessica (Buttercup), Jake, and this other chick...wow wish I could remember her name D: Well, I will eventually. OH. And I finally got to see my amazing bestie again, Jon (Buddah)! I was SOOO happy to see him I can't even explain it...he was my K hook-up. I love him soooo much omg.

Butyeah. So overall, today had it's highs and lows. The whole late-night drug thing that wasn't thoroughly thought out: horrible idea. The overall turnout: Just perfect...for me. So far, anyway. I feel bad for my other two friends, who were rolling (on Ecstasy) and now have to deal with parents at home. I really hope they don't get caught; that'd be horrible.

I'll pray for them tonight.